I’m going insane

With everything shut down I’m confined to my shitty apartment with my extremely loud and disrespectful neighbors and their kids who have gatherings of all the neighborhood kids right outside my window every day.

I see photos of other people’s “quarantine” in their nice houses with their families. I’m trapped inside alone listening to other people be loud as fuck all day. I miss my family who I now don’t even know when I’ll get to see again since they live across the country. I hate this. My mental health is declining but even my therapists office is closed.