I have decided that I REALLY & I mean REALLLLLLYYYYY want the twins to be breastfed and/or getting my breast milk by me pumping . I know this can be a challenge, but with everything going on, I feel it would be the best option for their tiny immune systems.

Here is my “trying my ever last nerve” problem...my future MIL says “oh idk... that seems like a lot of work. It may be too much.” Every SINGLE time I mention in a conversation that brings up how I would like to feed them. She always seems so against it , which hurts because I feel like there should be a support no matter what my choice is for my babies. She even does this like nervous little laugh sometimes.

Example: My fiancés sister asked me & I replied what I want , here is his mom in the background: “ha ha ha, ummm ok.” Shakes her head slightly.

I think it bothers me more because usually she isn’t this type of person. Even my fiancé (her own son) wants to help me in any way to make this work for me to feed them that way . PLUS, she doesn’t ever say or have weird reactions when he’s around & it gets brought up . I’m just over it.

end of vent. 😔