Hope??

That feeling when you been ttc and it’s just not working, after the first appointment with your consultant and test after test lined up.... I feel hopeful I might get answers but more sad it’s not happening the way it should.

Lost count already at the amount of times I have had blood taken and know it’s really just the beginning.

The more time goes by the ache to hold my baby close gets bigger and bigger.. I know I’m not alone going through this but at the same time feel so alone.. anyway wipe the tears put a smile on my face and on to the next cycle x