Dear God,

Please. Lord, PLEASE let this be my month. It’s getting harder and harder. Every time I see someone else announce... I’m happy for them. It gives me hope. But it also kills me on the inside. I want them to have that precious gift! But I want it too. Why can’t I have it too, Lord? God, please hear my cries. Lord, I pray for a miracle for me, and all the other couples trying to conceive. It’s HARD. It hurts. It doesn’t matter how long you’ve been trying... the pain is still there every time you get that negative. Every time that period comes. Lord, I beg of you! I pray that this month, this very month, would be the month I conceive. I love you, Lord, and I thank you for all my many blessings. Help me to trust you and seek you, even when the answer is no, but I am sharing with you the desire of my heart. Amen.