We have been ttc for over 3 years now. I use the term we loosely bc I feel like I'm the only one trying. It's frustrating. I have a wonderful husband who is a great dad, he says he wants another baby and wants to grow the family BUT only when he finds me crying. I just wished he wanted it like I do. I feel like every month passes and I'm the only one grieving. After so long I just cry in private now, I dont want to have to remind him of something so important. I was upset (not crying just obviously a little down) bc yet another month has gone by and he asked what's wrong and I told him I really didnt want to talk about it and then he asked well how can I help you and I just wanted to scream as hot tears streamed down my face. I didnt say anything. I'm just so frustrated. It's like he forgets, and I push through for a few months before I get desperate enough to mention it. But months have turned into years...