I died today

LuLu • 👼🏻🌈 👦🏻 👦🏻 👨‍👩‍👦‍👦mommy too most beautiful baby boys M.N January 2020 H.N October 2021

This morning I fed LO he eat 2 oz.my SIL came to babysit him so I can go buy some stuff.He burped a little bit,so I changed his diaper and his clothes.She took him,he was happy and he was “singing and talking” but next moment he go blue can’t breathe.My SIL start to call him pat him on his back but nothing,I put vet towel on his face and he get back and he burped again but now big one.In those 60 seconds I died.Both of us died.Then I called his pediatrician and they told me to go to er.Honestly I was afraid to go because of virus and in front er they are doing testing for virus.After that I started crying I was so scared.

So we went to er and they allowed me to be with him.They asked me questions and told me that is normal for baby’s to do that.But if happens often I should talk with his pediatrician.

I’m just thanking god that SIL was here and helped me.