So today started with getting a phone call from a breast pump company calling to see if I was still interested, and me giving away sample formula that had been delivered to me... because I had a miscarriage in September and was supposed to be due in April.

Which is tough to begin with! But then to build on top of that I’ve been struggling to conceive again, didn’t have a period for 3 months, took provera, but have still had very inconsistent cycles (as long as 54 days)

Add in the stress of the covid-19, my work as a teacher being moved to online learning, and now an official shelter in place until April 7. I started spotting today, the app says my period should start the 24. I got positive ovulation test on March 7.

Earlier today, my heart crashed that it wasn’t going to happen again this month. But then the spotting stopped, before it even truly got started.

I’m not trying to get my hopes up, but could this be implantation bleeding instead of my period? I am just waiting for what tomorrow brings, but hope to gain insight as well from all of you ❤️