Divorce amid a pandemic

My husband and I are not in the best place right now. At baseline we bicker about stupid things because apparently we’re both stubborn, but for some reason this morning it escalated to him saying we should just get a divorce. All while I was holding our 1 yr old baby.

My husband and I both work in hospitals so we haven’t been self-isolating and for that reason I haven’t been to my family’s house for fear of bringing anything to them.

Idk what to do and this is adding to my anxiety and panic. I can’t go to my family and I just need a shoulder to cry on and it apparently can’t be my own husband. I hate to have my LO see me crying like this. Idk why I’m even posting but I just need to talk to someone. I can’t even tell my family because I don’t want to stress them from afar.

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