Well it’s official and i know i should be grateful that ill still have my boyfriend/father of the child in the room.. But I’m so upset my mom can’t be in the delivery room.. It’s hard enough dealing with the craziness that is going on already.. And i feel dumb for being upset.. But it’s really hard, my father pst away 2 years ago in may and this would have ben his first grandchild, and I’m having a bou and he’s be so happy for that!! And now i can’t have my mom.. and then i feel bad cause he feels like hes not good enough, but he is more than enough, i just want my mom, ya know??? They said he will be here any day now cause im already dialating and hes so low..