Babys first birthday

I'm kind of upset that my daughters 1st birthday party might be canceled(in may) due to the covid-19 pandemic. I know it's for good reasons and not upset about that part particularly, but it is a little bit sad and upsetting. Is anyone in the same boat or is it just me lol?

EDIT: were have her party planned for the 16th of may at a party hall here in el Paso Texas where there is 9 confimed cases of the virus. They haven't issued a mandatory lockdown but have closed down all public areas.