IVF off the cards for now

Ladies, just need to vent. Been on this TTC rollercoaster for almost 4 years with two mcs along the way. My last loss was in June 2017 and nothing since. I was due to started <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> in August and had all my hopes pinned on it. Now, all clinics have closed and its unlikely that will change in the next few months. I'm going to be 35 in May so panicking about losing this time. Feel in such a dark place, struggling so much to see any light at the end of the tunnel