I’m getting so nervous about my upcoming transfer. I’m supposed to have it on Wednesday but there’s so much uncertainty and it seems like so much changes every hour that goes by. I’m hoping and praying my cycle doesn’t get cancelled. I’ve been feeling so anxious and worried and I can’t stop my mind from racing. Some people who I’ve talked to have been awesome and supportive while others have made me feel like crap for going ahead with it during this time. One person keeps saying “just try not to get excited, it’ll probably get cancelled” they say this every time they bring it up to me. This is the last thing I need as I’m so scared of waking up to them cancelling my cycle when I’m so close to the end. I had a miscarriage in December and just want to have my rainbow baby and make my little girl a big sister.