Feeling Guilty! 😔

Hey guys! So i found out today that i am prego with my rainbow 🌈 baby! I had a miscarriage in may and another one in June of 2019. We started trying in February and bam! I’m pregnant but i find myself not letting myself get excited for fear of miss carrying again. Especially cause I’m having a bit of pain on my lower left side going down to my knee which is what happened last time. Please pray with me so that little one sticks! 🙏🏼 also, can anyone relate to how I’m feeling?