I’m usually a super confident person especially when it comes to my looks and my body but with this pregnancy it’s like I don’t have either of those things anymore. I’m super broken out, I have literally never had acne before so seeing it all over my face and my family points it out makes me wanna wear makeup when I usually do not. My face is getting fatter like every other part of my body when I’m usually a skinny/toned out person because I work out and love yoga. My hair is different, my face is changing and I’m not saying I’m just the pretty girl but I really do not feel like myself right now. To be completely honest I don’t even know how to deal with feeling insecure like this I just want to hide from everyone and every mirror.

Again I’m not just the pretty girl and I’m very happy my lil bean is growing healthy and strong. I know all of this is for them it’s just something I’m genuinely struggling with at this time.