My heart hearts..

How do you cope? I feel like I’m losing my mind. I feel like I have nobody to talk to. My husband didn’t want anymore kids so it’s like he doesn’t care about the hurt that I’m going through. I was on birth control and took it religiously and still got pregnant. He made a comment before I actually lost it and was like don’t get your hopes up you could still lose it. That comment tore my heart to shreds. It actually kind of has me second guessing my marriage. He got what he wanted. 😔