March 17th I officially miscarried my little boy. I was 12 weeks despite earlier ultrasound claiming I was 9 weeks. I miscarried alone in a hospital with no pain meds because they forgot about me.

Being home has been even worse. My husband constantly complains that I'm not doing enough, even went as far as saying "how long are you gonna drag this out for" I'm still bleeding and cramping today.

My mom hasn't made any attempt to see me although she stayed with my brothers wife for a few days after she had her miscarriage for emotional support.

I just want to disappear.