Broke down

So I know this sounds silly to some but today I had an appt nothing new. Well my husband has been to every appt with me. Even if it was like hey I have to be there in 30 minutes. He was there! Well today they screened us in checked temp and everything for both of us. We went checked in and than as I get called they told me, only the patient is able to come back. (I knew I was getting my membrane sweep, and I was so nervous) I looked at him and just started crying. I was so upset and the nurse just didn’t care at all. Like I almost didn’t want to be there. Well I ended up sending him to the car to FaceTime me but I cried the whole appt. this was also the first time they made me do a stress test due and I had to do it alone. I’m sorry for mamas that don’t have someone always there! 💔