I can’t do this anymore

The movements have felt gross to me this entire pregnancy like an eel is under my ribs and against my organs. It’s only gotten worse the bigger the baby is. Now they’re so heavy on top of making me feel disgusting. I’ve had no labor signs yet but my due date is in less than two weeks and I need the baby out ASAP. I’m going insane, it feels so horrible. I just want my body back. I can’t even sleep anymore because the movement almost tickles and wakes me up or it’ll be pushing my ribcage out and feel super weird, like someone pulling at my ribs from the underside. I’m not even religious and I’m praying I go into labor every day