you hurt me in the worst way several years ago so bad that no human should ever be forgiven for... i love you i have always loved you. youre my first love. when we got in trouble it hurt me so deeply i was in the hospital for a month because i couldn’t bare to even live or want to wake up. you hurt me. i moved away and we couldn’t speak and i got over you i fell inlove with someone else and i didn’t think of you as much anymore. i move home and we feel in with the same mutal friends you came back to me you wanted to get back together with me so ewww why do you hurt me the way you do why do you cheat on e why do you say i need to trust you when you’re cheating on me we have spent seven years together why ask me to come back to you when you do to me this isn’t fair to me this ish my okay you have so much power over me you have so much love in my body that you could bring me to really kill my self this isn’t fair to me i love you why do you move me in and talk about life and have talks with me to trust you and you love me so much but how do you this.... you hide it so good... which makes me look crazy because you hide to you hide the girls what about all the girls who texted me with proof what about the young girls? what about all of it i want to leave you so bad but i live you and your family i live with you i have no where to go no where so i cantleave you i can’t leave because i know no one and no where to go because i cut off all my family who lives me becauswof you i cu wveryoneiff who lived a to be with you and your family this isn’t air to me this kills me this eats me up and i cry and i hurt everyday while i lay next to

you and i think of all the things you could be doing and i can’t help it it all

hurts me because i know you so well that all them sceneries could be possible.. i just want you to be loyal and to be faithful to me

and love me seven years i have spent in you i’m a you g girl who

can find real love and go on with my future and you’re holding me back you’re holding me down telling me i can’t be anything without to

the point i think you’re right to

the point i don’t know myself anyway i don’t know who i am i really don’t you told

me you’d never put your hands on me and you did and you do you physically mentally and emotionally hurt me for seven straight years i don’t deserve this i deserve more than you i deserve better you aren’t the one for me and i want you to be so so bad i’m not sorry for an it hung i have done because you okay victim when i’m the true fr victim... i hate you almost because i don’t deserve thi🥺 yo don’t deserve me i’m too good for you