Dont know what's happening

I should be ovulating round about now, but having negative opks and I'm quite dry. But cervix is open and high.

Has this happened to anyone else.

I am the biggest failure ever. I want a baby with my partner but not happening. I'm fed up now, feel really low.

My life is just ending can't be bothered anymore if can't get pregnant. Every month is exact same get my hopes up to just fall back x