Complainer trying to change!

Ki

My hubby and I had been trying for 3 years to have this little blessing and literally EVERYDAY since I found out (he, speaking it into existence) has been TEARING me up! Started with severe cramps, now I have a stuffy/ runny nose, minimal nausea (sea band Helping now), Metal taste in my mouth, NOW I’m spitting every second. I just want to cry because we prayed and pleaded for this baby and now I don’t even feel grateful and I’m making my hubby feel bad 😞

#venting