I'm really struggling lately. My life is a long story of shit show. Short story short my parents are heroine addicts and i was adopted by my aunt and uncle who didn't really want to adopt me. I've been stuck in my head for so long, I cry almost every night. Sometimes I have a reason and other times I just cry for no reason. I've been scared to be "tested" for depression or anxiety because I don't want that to be the case and my parents would never believe me. They don't see depression as a real problem and thats what makes it all the more hard. What should I do?

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