Today the final report came after losing my baby at 20 weeks. The pain I’ve felt today was as raw as the pain I felt on the first day. It made me feel scared, lonely and most of all, heartbroken. My husband is sitting downstairs with his family while my heart is broken upstairs. Thinking, why me out of all people? Why my baby?

It feels as though he doesn’t feel any pain for it. Maybe I’m wrong, but, right now all I know is that I can’t cope with this pain by myself.