Scared of TTC

My husband told me a few days ago he wants to have another baby and so do I but we have three already only two with us and we are still young plus with this virus I’m scared of doing all the things on my own which I’d normally have hubby with me plus I want a home birth, am I right to not follow my heart I’m only 23 and don’t want to rush into having more children and end up with half a dozen.