I am just struggling really bad today. We got the news two weeks ago that our clinic was postponing treatment for the foreseeable future and I thought I was handle it fine. But today I just feel so broken.

I was talking to sister in law and she was saying how the clinics are doing this to save resources and to protect the women who are already pregnant and my grandmother just keeps telling me how it’s for the best because my cousin who is pregnant is worried about the fact only her husband can be at the hospital with her when she gives birth. And rationally I understand and I feel for these women. But right now I just feel sad. And I don’t want to hear it from people who have never had to go through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> and have never been told they have to stop trying.

Sorry for the venting and I hope I don’t offend anyone. I am just not getting a lot of support right now.