Today AF showed and i have decided to give up. The last 2 and a half years have destroyed me no luck for 2 years and then a success which ended in MC at 10wks 4days. This has messed with my mental health and i just wanna be back to normal. Im not me anymore, i dont go out with my friends cause 'i might be pregnant', or if i do then i dont drink cause i 'might be pregnant' im fully cunsumed by this and i can no longer do it. I am going to delete the app and stop trying. Not getting pregnant this month means i wont have a baby in 2020, that takes me into a whole other year and another year older, a 3rd year trying and i dont want that! Its consumed me for far too long and i am f****** done!! I think its time to focus on something else and come to terms with the fact that its inlikely that i will have kids. Im out.. good luck to you all and baby dust x