I normally don’t get anxiety, only when it comes to finances and pregnancy. Today it’s at an all time high because I have a scan at 8+5. Our scan at 6+3 showed twins with two HB but she never told us what the heart rate actually was. Our last pregnancy ended in a miscarriage after our first scan at 7+5 showed no heartbeat so we have never made it this far. While I would be more than elated and blessed to see two heartbeats this morning I am praying that if anything we at least see one. After six losses it’s just hard to believe it will finally be our turn so I am trying to remain positive but with so much that has happened in this journey to conceive it sometimes let’s those negative what ifs in.

Update: Both babies still in there and measuring on track, a couple days behind where I am per LMP and two days apart. Feeling so blessed, relieved and happy that our first baby has resulted in twins! So thankful for the work done at my fertility clinic! Off to the OB in 3 weeks!