Trigger warning!!

So when I was 13 I was molested by my uncle. My aunt never believed me called me a whore. And we have not spoken since then. I just found out this morning my uncle passed away. I have such a mix of emotions it has been 14 years since I was molested by him. And I feel like that closure will no longer be there. Even though I never wanted to speak to him again or see him. I guess that hope is gone. I just feel sad I never expected I would feel this way. Is this normal? I feel really bad for my aunt regardless of everything that was her husband for many years and they had two children together. I have seen them in years either but I just feel so much sadness for them. Anyone else gone through this?