I need to get it out my chest cuz idk what else to do nd this is eating me from the inside me nd my husband got back together from being apart for so long and shit has being so wierd between us we keep fighting now let me go back to when when we were trying to get things going so ibwas leaving with my ex I ended things was getting my stuff from him nd my husband was going crazy saw us taking outside basically stocking cuz I did know he was watching nd told his friend he was going crazy nd told him to stop talking to me before it got more serious nd give a girl his number this was in October nd I saw some textes that made me think he was talking to someone in

November nd I asked about it nd he told me nd said he called it off ever sense then I question every move he make nd sometimes I get this feeling in my stomach that dont let me breath its driving me crazy nd I can just up nd leave cuz I left the first time nd deeply in love with this jackass nd I'm trying my best to not be so suffocating but I feel like I should be suffocating him nd I dont really let him go hangout with his friends cuz I dont trust them they always put girls before him nd I cant bring my self to let him go out I know that bad he does need his guy time nd I'm ok with that I just dont trust his fucken friends I dont know what to do earlier I told him to do want he wanted nd I think that was a BIG mistake cant take it back