Feeling defeated

Any one else feeling a little lost? My husband is a first responder (police) who works nights and has been working overtime due to the virus. So I'm continuing to handle all nights alone while also working from home and managing a 5 month old during work calls/zoom meetings all day.

I had been feeling good, setting up a routine with crib naps and bedtime that was resulting in 3 nap days (1.5, 1.5 & 45) but starting yesterday she began resiting naps and bedtime and now has been up since 5:30 (currently 9:20) crying anytime I put her in her crib for a nap.

It would be great if I could just stay in sweatpants today or snag a nap later, but while she takes what will most likely be a 30 minute nap I have to fit in pumping, taking a shower, and getting dressed and then trying to keep her entertained during all my meetings.

I understand part or all of this may be due to the start of leap 5, but the idea of keeping this going for the next month or two during isolation is exhausting. Nevermind the anxiety about her getting sick.