Last month i found out I lost my baby at 10 weeks and miscarried at 12 weeks. I had a crazy dream about losing the last baby and I have felt super emotional the last couple of days. So my ‘periods’ have been all over the place and I pretty much bled on and off for 6-7 weeks between the miscarriage and random bleeding after.

I just had a compulsion this morning to test and I appear to have a positive. I don’t trust it. I’m scared. I don’t want to tell my husband until I do a few more tests over the next day or two- I couldn’t bare getting his hopes up for this to be a false positive or for the hormones to drop suddenly.