Anxiety with guys

Does anyone else struggle to talk to guys because of their anxiety? I’m 19 and I’ve only ever had one boyfriend and that relationship was about a year ago. I broke it off bc there just wasn’t a connection there. I see a lot of people on here who explain their anxiety and talk about their boyfriends as well. Idk I guess I’m just curious how you were able to start a relationship. My dad left when I was young and there’s not a lot of men in my family so a part of me thinks I just don’t know how to talk to men bc of that. I don’t really know why they just make me so nervous. I want to be able to have guy friends and a boyfriend again hopefully. Any input would be helpful thanks😊

Also I am planning on seeing a therapist in the future just can’t right now given the current situation with covid 19.