Honestly with how fucked up this shit is, I wouldn't be surprised if you called me a liar. I do not believe it and I'm the one LIVING in this mess. I will be keeping all names secret because even after I got hurt, I don't believe in hurting others. So my husband has been acting very change. He would leave for a very long time and then and give me short answers about where he was. He also changed the lock on his phone. I asked him why and he got an attitude with me. Saying "You don't need to be in my damn business". I wasn't trying to be nosey. I just found it weird. I started telling him to stop leaving because we are supposed to be social distancing. And he once again told me to stop trying to control him. I finally asked was there someone else and we got into a fight. He unlocked his phone and showed me. There wasn't anything (found out later he was deleting messages. I figured I was just crazy. Today I was watching TV when his phone went off. It was his cousin so I thought nothing of it... Until I saw "😘". I barged into the bathroom where he was showering and demanded he unlock the phone. He argued with me until I threatened to leave and never come back. He said we should talk and took his phone. I asked him what was going on and he said they had slept together. I go "You slept with your cousin" and he says "Third Cousin. There's no blood there". I looked at him, didn't say anything and left to my sisters. I am just.... Why TF is my life a fucking Dr. Phil episode. I'm planning on staying with my sister and drinking way too much wine for the next few days. I feel like my brain is trying to say it didn't happen. Husband keeps trying to call me but I ignore him. Honestly COVID take me fucking now.