A lot of you beautiful ladies already know my backstory and my ttc journey. It’s been 7 years of ttc and I had all but given up on this journey.

I have a 28-30 day cycle. On day 30 of my cycle I started spotting which over the past 6 months has become my norm to spot light to heavy the day before af starts. But this has never occurred on day 30. Well back to day 30 and my spotting which was extremely light and it was only seen during wiping which is definitely out of my norm. Then the nausea hit and has been on and off for the last 3 days now. I do occasionally have nausea in the beginning of my period so didn’t think much of it. My breasts are also super sore which hasn’t happened before my period in a VERY long time.

I tested yesterday since the spotting was different but couldn’t tell if I saw anything or not. Well today I wake up expecting af to be full force, day 31, and all I’ve done all day is spot yet again. Still not like my normal spotting so I again tested.

Here’s my FRER which in person I see a SUPER faint line but hard to capture in pictures so not sure if you’ll be able to see it...

So I’ve continued to wait and wait and decided to test again, still cd 31 and the nausea and sore breasts continue along with the occasional spotting. Here’s my next test but it’s blue dye...

This was 2 minutes into testing

This pic was at the end of the testing timeframe.

I don’t know what to think ladies because I’m spotting and these lines are super faint (if you can even see them once posted). I can’t even get in with an ob/gyn anytime soon with offices being closed and I recently moved so I’d be a new patient. I’m also a little scared because with having fibroids my old ob/gyn made it clear that if I became pregnant that I would need to be seen ASAP to verify it’s not within my tubes. But then I don’t want to look dumb with having such faint lines and starting to believe I may actually be pregnant only to find out I’m not or have miscarried yet again. I know that’s a crazy excuse but my mind is all over the place thinking it’s not so even though I know I’m seeing faint lines.