Covid19 and respect?

So I’m 36 weeks pregnant .. and have a 4 year old. We live on our own (other than when boyfriend comes to visit - He went 3hrs away for school)

The last time he was down was the second week of March. Right before everything started shutting down due to covid 19.

We been having a lot of issues, so the last time he had came I basically told him to go and haven’t cared for him to come back.

My daughter and I have been self isolating ourself the past 3 weeks. No physical contact with anyone, other than the need to go to a grocery store. I usually self checkout, do a lot of hand sanitizing etc.

Basically I’ve been taking it very seriously because of the pregnancy and my 4 year old.

My boyfriend on the other hand has been going to hangout with his friend, and have just been in contact with many people overall..

Today he randomly popped up without telling me he was coming. I would’ve said no if he had told me anything.

As soon as I heard him in my apartment I got anxiety about germs and just everything. He ended up sitting in my bed with his dirty clothes, my couch was laid on, he had rubber gloves that he took off and put on the dinning room table with the face mask...

I already made comments and he doesn’t seem to care.. I’m getting frustrated.

He just left to the store. Out the gloves on and I said can you please throw those out it’s gross. He got defensive and said no I use one pair a day and disinfect them multiple times.

I’m going to get myself really worked up about it. And instead of confronting him full on I keep my mouth shut cause I just don’t wanna argue it’s fight. And that’s what I know will happen.

At this point I feel like my whole quarantine has gone down the drain. All for what?

The next thing that’ll piss me off is when he comes up with an excuse to go back to the city.. everyone’s been home with family. While he’s been chilling with friends ? I’m so annnoyyyedd.

Really needed to vent. Please no negative comments I’ve already felt like shit my whole pregnancy 🙃 thanks for reading all that if you did !!!