So I had an appointment with my OBGYN/Fertility doctor on Friday. The news was, well, not very settling. She said that if I were to have a bad flare during pregnancy I would most likely lose the baby. Reality slap to the face. It scared me. So I'm making an appointment with my rheumatologist to discuss with her if pregnancy is even a good idea at this point... Feeling very lost, and very sad at the moment..