Long story short, my inlaws are toxic to my life and are constantly pushing me to the edge to relapse.

When me and my husband moved in together we agreed to not let them on the property.

His mom came over and walked in the house like she owned in while I was in the bathroom.

So I made her leave. And then after his dad texted him-

So I haven’t slept since, I jump at every little noise. They are psycho and own many guns. And even though I sleep with 5 guns by my bed, my pit bull/boxer, and my husband, I still don’t feel safe.

It’s so fucked up that I don’t even feel safe in my own home.

I don’t know what to do, I can’t just live in constant fear