did i do something??

hey ladies! so i’ve known this guy since i was 18 and i’m 20 now! we never tried anything (relationship wise) until now because i was always in a relationship with someone else .. anyway, he’s a pro (minor league) baseball player and genuine guy! the other day he sent me this and i don’t know what to get from it:

“So I’m gonna be honest. Sometimes when I’m at home for long periods of time I get in these weird ass moods. It’s happened since like my junior year of high school, and it got worse once I moved out. When I was in college and would come home for thanksgiving or Christmas break I would end getting in these moods. It’s why this off-season I tried not to be at home for more than a week, and always tried to find somewhere to go and somebody to stay with on the weekends to like reset. I think it’s because when I’m at home I’m generally just here alone and don’t really have anybody to hang with or anything. It’s not even really that I get lonely or anything and need somebody to talk to, it’s just I start getting really deep into thinking and I start overthinking everything. This quarantine shit has made it worse, because now I really don’t have anything to look forward to. I’ve got no motivation to workout or go do anything. Going to throw a bullpen on Sundays is pretty much the only thing i get excited about right now. So if I’m being weird it’s because of that. It’s not anything to do with you, it’s just weird shit I do”

is he ghosting me? what did his message to me mean? i’ve barely talked to him since he sent this to me 4 days ago .. help i need advice .. how do i go about this? i haven’t talked to him all day today, and i facetimed him tonight but he didn’t answer it .. but he’s been on his phone .. help meee .. did i do something? is he not interested anymore?