anal & plan b.

ok, before anyone says anything.. i know there’s a low chance of pregnancy when it comes to anal. i just wanna talk & if anyone has input. me & my boyfriend have done it like 5 times, the last 2 times were the most successful & he ended up finishing inside me. i cried.. idk why i cried? it felt emotional & made me feel more connected to him so i did burst out in tears. i asked him not to finish inside but he did anyway, i wasn’t upset i just didn’t want to deal with the mess. anyway.. it ended up getting everywhere & i decided i’d have a peace of mind if we could just get plan b. so we did & i took it 15 minutes later.. i absolutely hate this feeling of it coming out of me. i hate going to the bathroom i hate the sounds i hate hate hate it. but i’m starting to enjoy having the sex part..

i already have an irregular period, i was 66 days late my last cycle & im 1 day post fertile window.. if i even had one. so yeah:/.. the only reason i took plan b was because it dropped down & i know there’s a close to nothing chance but i can’t risk that.. we have pretty safe normal sex so i don’t worry as much but seeing & knowing it’ll be there for at least 24 hours, scares me.

*plan b was a precaution because it leaked before i could clean up. it went all over the place afterwards. thank u.