I don't need anything more than to just bitch right now. I live 40 minutes from the nicu my almost 2 month old son is in. They had changed the rules that only me and my husband could be there and today I get woke up with a call saying new rules say only 1 person in the room at a time. They want us there to do his cares and to hold him which alone is a couple hour commitment with all the time it takes to get him adjusted once his out of his bed. This means either only 1 of us goes down alone and switch off or one of us sits in the waiting room more exposed to random people and the possibility of getting sick and we switch off and the other has to sit and wait. I'm tired of this virus, I'm tired of these new rules. I wish he hadn't been born 4 months early so there'd be less chance of him being in there. My kid is in there for who knows how many more months and shit is probably only going to get worse. I'm just waiting for the call that says nobody can visit at all. I'm just done with it all. Rant over.