So when I was little my friends and I would play house and normally I’d be the “dad” because I was more of a tomboy and the fact that I was also a people pleaser at the age of 4 and up and would just be it because my other friends never wanted to.

But with one of my friends who is my neighbor, when we were just playing house by ourselves, sometimes we’d be boyfriend and girlfriend or husband and wife instead of mom and dad(and I of course was still always the male role).

Well we liked to take it seriously I guess and would actually act like a real couple? Idk... But I remember us giving each other pecks on the lips a lot because we were acting like how we saw other couples acting but we would always do it in almost secret. Like I remember one time she wanted a peck but we went into her closet, in the dark, and gave each other and peck but then would wipe our lips because at the same time it was kinda gross/weird.

But I think about those memories a lot because I wonder if she remembers those things or not and we aren’t friends anymore and even if we still were I don’t think I’d ever ask her if she did remember.

But now that I’m older I’m Bi/Pan(haven’t figured it out which one just yet) and kind find it weird or interesting that even that young, I definitely wasn’t fully straight or it didn’t matter to me that I was sort of kissing my female friend even though we were always just acting.