Giving up 🤦‍♀️

Emberlin

I took a test the day of my period and it was neg. It was one of the cheap cassette tests. I'm 2 days late and I've been cramping and having some discharge. Everytime I think I've started my period and go to the bathroom it's nothing. I've been ttc with my fiance for 2 years. I'm usually not late but everyone in my house had a stomach bug over the weekend. So maybe that threw my period off? I'm also a nurse at a hospital so I'm under alot of stress right now too which would explain it.

I have an 8 year old daughter but I was diagnosed with infertility a few years ago. The doctor doesn't know why I can't concieve when I've already had one child. I got pregnant on clomid jan 2019, but it was ectopic. I had my right tube removed.

I had sex once during my predictive ovulation period this month but that's nothing unusual for me. I don't want to keep wasting my time and money on tests just to be disappointed every month for the last 2 years.

My best friend is 5 months pregnant with her 3rd baby and I'm so happy for her and her husband. But, it is hard to be around someone that's pregnant all the time when that's what I want too. Everytime I get pregnancy symptoms she doesn't want to get my Hope's up so she kind of avoids the topic. Which I understand. I almost bought a pregnancy test last night to take this morning but I convinced myself out of it. Should I just bite the bullet and go get one anyways? Or should I just keep waiting it out?