I can’t stand it, it’s been fucking me up since I was a kid. They’re fine for a week or so then have a massive argument. Scream their lungs out and swear really badly at each other etc. Then they end up not talking for a week and then act like nothing happened. That’s the thing: they don’t talk about their problems. All they do is argue then brush it under the rug. I’m always the middle man between them two. My mom vents at me about my dad, how he always gets mad over nothing which she’s right about, he screams at me all the time over the smallest things that wouldn’t annoy a normal person. He has really bad anger issues but refuses to admit and get help. So she’s sick of him swearing and screaming all the time. He also vents to me about her. I get both sides, but I’m just so sick of it. It’s always been like this and it’s getting worse. Now they haven’t talked in 2 weeks, my mom stopped cooking for him, they do everything separately, they’ve split the bills in half and all that. Yesterday when my dad went to walk the dog my mom was venting to me about him, saying that she can’t stand him anymore and doesn’t even wanna see him, then asked where his phone was because she said he’s crazy enough to record us and listen back to what we said about him. You can feel the pressure in the air and I can’t do it anymore. Believe me, if I could afford moving out I would. I would’ve done it a long time ago. But I can’t. I’m a full time student and had a shitty part time job until I lost it because of the shit that’s been going on in the world, and even with my job I only used to make around $250 a month of which $100 are my few bills that I have.

Guess I just needed to vent since I have no one to talk to about this. It’s been eating me alive since I was a kid and I can’t stand their arguments anymore, hearing the things they can say about each other...