I'm just in my feelings

To all the ladies who are having their first baby during this time, I feel for you.

To all of us who have had to give up their baby showers, maternity shoots and maybe sonograms...I feel for you.

I've been in my feeling so much. I know it could be worse and I realize there are people out there risking their lives and families because of this pandemic but I'm just sad and wanted to share.

Going thru our registry and seeing what we can afford in our given state has made me want a glass of wine. My baby will be worth the wait but I cannot believe that after 7 years of trying that I cannot have the experience that others got before me.

After 7 years of watching others have babies, giving my all to them to throw them a baby shower, gender reveal, and/or sip n see, I cannot believe I cannot throw my own.

I'm so in my feelings. I feel for you ladies out there dealing with this. We are not alone, but it feel pretty lonely.