I haven't been in counseling or therapy in almost 2 years. I've been doing really good. But Tuesday i watched my father in law take his last breath. I'm trying super hard to be there for my husband and my oldest (my youngest is 3 and she doesn't understand) but I'm just emotionally drained. I feel my depression creeping back up. I'm also 23w6d. I'm not sure if I have to wait until the stay at home order is over and everything is back to normal before I can see someone again. I was seeing someone through my drs office but that was 2 years ago. I'm at a loss on what to do.