First baby first miscarriage

Christina • I`m 30 and pregnant with our first 😍
Just thought I would tell my situation in hopes it will help me feel better!! My husband and I have been married for over a year and conceived baby number 1 I was 9 weeks pregnant and was having some bad back pain for a couple of days but didn't really think to much of it well I started spotting Monday morning but it was brown so I let it go later on in the day I had alot of brownish blood we decided to go to the emergency they did a ultrasound and there was no heartbeat my hcg levels were measuring about 6 weeks pregnant which is when they think the baby died I ended up having a d&c to have the baby removed!! I just feel so empty it's hard to resume daily life without think about our loss!!