I moved with my s/o and his family a couple of weeks ago. But I always hear him tell them how I can't cook I mean I'm only 19 I don't know much but Iknow some. Yet he always tries to one up me. Yet he see's nothing wrong with that. I don't find it fair for someone to act above you when they know just as much as you. But what gets to me is when I wanna talk to him I ask him can he put his phone down he says no or just shrugs his shoulders. Up till I convince him I tell him what it is that bothered me or got me mad. And he says so what do you want and I always say well you can apologize , although it wouldn't even make me feel good. But I hate that he says " no I'm good " " your complaining just for that" I think I'm so fed the fuck up , I'd expect better from someone who I just went trough a Miscarriage with last MONTH. Today I got upset , because I did the bed , even though I am on my period and I don't even wanna get up right now , while he watched the camera settings we have , when he could've stopped to help me . But then he made himself food , but instead of asking me he would you like some of what I made or will you be eating something else he said NOTHING. He just got his airpods put a video and ate his shit. I was so mad I just left , when he came back I waited so he could come to me . But nah he stayed on his phone didn't talk at all. I tried to talk and he grabbed my hand and threw it around , he thinks pushing me and stuff is the answer. I'm so tired I'm very tired at this point I've reached it that I canthandle it , I can't handle someone acting like they care about me randomly , and then say they don't care if I leave , but I have no where to go and no one to turn too. I hate having such a big forgiving heart because i would hate to ever hurt anyone , Iknow how it feels to be hurt so I wouldn't wanna hurt anyone and make them feel sad or alone. But wow , sucks when you realize you mean nothing to someone. Was I wrong to get mad over those things am I the problem ?