I'm discouraged...

I don't know why but I feel super discouraged this month. Like I might not ever get pregnant. We've been trying for a solid two years, I got a BFP last June, ended in miscarriage. We took 6 months off just to focus on us, plus a miscarriage is super emotional. Right before last thanksgiving we decided to start trying again. I haven't even had the slightest glimpse of hope. With my period being a couple days away, a negative pregnancy test, and period cramps. I'm feeling a bit defeated. Anyone else?