I don’t even wanna think about it.

I previously have already been through a lot lately. 37 weeks pregnant too stressing so so bad. My parents have kicked me out (I’m 17) I was accused, blamed and called horrid names (slut, disgrace, trash,) “they wish they never adopted me” “I should go to hell” “I’m losing my baby no matter what” etc. now it’s come to I have no one. My relationship with my boyfriend is so different I feel like he’s trying to get over me he’s been more distant lately. Or maybe he’s cheating or planning on leaving soon. Now my brothers ex girlfriend was telling me everything my brother did to her. He raped her and abused her and he blames me for all of it happening and my parents and family attack me saying his behavior is my fault. My entire family hates me no matter who. I have never felt accepted since day one I could understand things. I’m in so much pain. I tbh don’t know if I can be a mom in a couple weeks, going through all this. To others I know this isn’t a lot, but deep down it’s eating me bad. I want to give up so bad.