anyone else still hurting?

i’m a FTM and i’m still hurting down there. i delivered vaginally 3 weeks ago and i ripped on the outside (and was stitched up), but i had some tears on the inside that nothing could be done about. i’m still pretty uncomfortable. it’s hard to get up and down. i’m also burning when i pee. i have no clue wether or not this is normal. most my family had c-sections and my mom had an episiotomy (and no inside tearing).

i’m assuming my issues peeing are due to the inside tear but i really don’t know 😂. i’m so lost here.

also, i’m itching so bad! this may be TMI but in between my vag and butt hole itches. could this be due to healing?? again i have NO IDEA WHAT IS NORMAL. please anyone that has ANY advice help me out. my 9 pound baby girl really wrecked me and i feel like i’m never going to get better!